Running sucks, yesterday i had the pleasure of running 6 miles and my legs are really feeling it today, i thought that id have to train myself up gradually to run that far but yesterday i just didnt tire and kept going. Running away from something HMM? haha, nah. Although when i exercise i find that i can think more clearly and concentrate on whats important. Yesterday was different however, i found myself unable to capture this clarity of thought and it pissed me off for hours lol. Which in turn made me slack abit on the return journey which pissed me off even more, haha - oh well. Can only do so much i guess. I think this is mainly due to the fact that im missing my friends from uni, which is strange as i missed good times with them throughout march and april cause of training. Maybe its the fact i cant just see them after, or the distance. Either way its starting to get to me.
WAH BLOG. cry more yeah? haha
Sunday, 30 May 2010
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
Back To The Motherland!
Today i will be going back home and am currently avoiding packing to write this blog. One thing ive learnt whilst living in 85 is that cleaning is a BITCH. Thats pretty much all ive learnt whilst living here haha.
Even though im not going to miss this place i think of all the stuff ive done in this house and all the good times ive had here, and although this place isnt my "home" home is where your heart is and my hearts been here for a long time. However, looking forward. Next years going to be fuckin awsome son! Cant wait to move into 61 and live with new people, including 2 of my current house mates who ive bonded with in 85.
But before all that happens ill be working like a mother bitch over summer at the hospital again, which im half looking forward to haha. The money wouldnt go a miss :P. Along with working 9 till 5 ill be training 5-6 days a week. i know ill come back a different person as ill be killing myself all summer, but it will be one hell of a metamorphasis and i hope to come back after summer a better fighter and in shape to fight in november. It will be weird not training in Worcester with Trojan, Ronnie, and all my Worcester training partners - but i know ill learn some new stuff and train in a different way in Stafford.
i know ill miss the shit out of all the people i love and care about, and i know i wont be able to see them as much as id like due to work and training. They dont deserve the odd weekend visit every other month, they deserve alot more. This is one thing im not looking forward too. I hear my training partners talk about this in Worcester and i see it gets to them, i suppose its one of the things you have to go through when you follow your dreams. I know im not at that point yet but i can see it happening over summer and in the future.
But i know people will understand, i hope they do anyway.
Even though im not going to miss this place i think of all the stuff ive done in this house and all the good times ive had here, and although this place isnt my "home" home is where your heart is and my hearts been here for a long time. However, looking forward. Next years going to be fuckin awsome son! Cant wait to move into 61 and live with new people, including 2 of my current house mates who ive bonded with in 85.
But before all that happens ill be working like a mother bitch over summer at the hospital again, which im half looking forward to haha. The money wouldnt go a miss :P. Along with working 9 till 5 ill be training 5-6 days a week. i know ill come back a different person as ill be killing myself all summer, but it will be one hell of a metamorphasis and i hope to come back after summer a better fighter and in shape to fight in november. It will be weird not training in Worcester with Trojan, Ronnie, and all my Worcester training partners - but i know ill learn some new stuff and train in a different way in Stafford.
i know ill miss the shit out of all the people i love and care about, and i know i wont be able to see them as much as id like due to work and training. They dont deserve the odd weekend visit every other month, they deserve alot more. This is one thing im not looking forward too. I hear my training partners talk about this in Worcester and i see it gets to them, i suppose its one of the things you have to go through when you follow your dreams. I know im not at that point yet but i can see it happening over summer and in the future.
But i know people will understand, i hope they do anyway.
Sunday, 23 May 2010
Then Grab Your Gun And Bring In The Cat...
Well, this should be fun :D
Most people who know me know how much i hate the idea of blogging, but i thought i'd give it a go. At first i thought i'd buy a diary and write in that but, well - BOOKS ARE GAY ;). I thought id create this blog so i could slate the shit out of people who have blogged about me over the last couple of weeks as i thought it would be the only way to respond, however that would make me a massive twat. Litterally massive, like this guy
haha, well if you cant laugh at yourself you deserve to DIE IN A PIT OF HELLFIRE! (he says in the powerthirst voice)
On a more super serial note... the 2nd year of uni has come to a close and im slowly starting to realise i may possibly have a chance of passing all my modules and actually being in Worcester next year :D which is a small bonus i suppose. Even though im not to fussed about being at uni Worcester has changed me for the better, ish haha. I wasnt too psyched about the 1st year in general(bar the people i met in the first year...they are just super yah? ;) <3),>
The best thing ive got out of this year (apart from Battlestar Galactica... OF FUCKING COURSE BLID) is the relationships ive had the pleasure of being in , (past and present) even if they where only for a while i feel they where extremely important to me. This is a subject i hate to blog about or see people blog about as im either thinking "look at those smug fucking happy people talking about how awsome their lives are NICE ONE CHEERS!" or "stop whoring this shit on the interwebs and talk to the person your slating, try telling them this shit in person! NICE ONE PRICK, CHEERS!" (present relationships go on FOREVER YEAH? bratat pow haha.)
Appologies for that man period ;) not that it matters, nobody will know about this blog for a long time. haha :D maybe ill look back on this later and smile. or not. haha. Maybe when people discover this horrible little blog they will look at it and smile. probably not though. Oh well.
Sign out lines are for fags.
SNAP!
Most people who know me know how much i hate the idea of blogging, but i thought i'd give it a go. At first i thought i'd buy a diary and write in that but, well - BOOKS ARE GAY ;). I thought id create this blog so i could slate the shit out of people who have blogged about me over the last couple of weeks as i thought it would be the only way to respond, however that would make me a massive twat. Litterally massive, like this guy
haha, well if you cant laugh at yourself you deserve to DIE IN A PIT OF HELLFIRE! (he says in the powerthirst voice)
On a more super serial note... the 2nd year of uni has come to a close and im slowly starting to realise i may possibly have a chance of passing all my modules and actually being in Worcester next year :D which is a small bonus i suppose. Even though im not to fussed about being at uni Worcester has changed me for the better, ish haha. I wasnt too psyched about the 1st year in general(bar the people i met in the first year...they are just super yah? ;) <3),>
The best thing ive got out of this year (apart from Battlestar Galactica... OF FUCKING COURSE BLID) is the relationships ive had the pleasure of being in , (past and present) even if they where only for a while i feel they where extremely important to me. This is a subject i hate to blog about or see people blog about as im either thinking "look at those smug fucking happy people talking about how awsome their lives are NICE ONE CHEERS!" or "stop whoring this shit on the interwebs and talk to the person your slating, try telling them this shit in person! NICE ONE PRICK, CHEERS!" (present relationships go on FOREVER YEAH? bratat pow haha.)
Appologies for that man period ;) not that it matters, nobody will know about this blog for a long time. haha :D maybe ill look back on this later and smile. or not. haha. Maybe when people discover this horrible little blog they will look at it and smile. probably not though. Oh well.
Sign out lines are for fags.
SNAP!
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